Leaving Thy Lotus Feet where to go ? Where to go ? Where and whom to speak to and where to live ? and where to show the hearts wounds due to Love pangs for Thee ? Where to open the heart ? and where to forget miseries ? Where to sleep ? and where to weep ? What to eat and where to find place for even a seat ? Why to live at all with blackened face, being forsaken by Thee ?
"I am not going". Let me see who dares apply his hand to me !! Thy attendants know full well, that however wicked, yet I am Thy son. They know Thy command to drive me out is feigned and momentary. I am determined not to go. None dares drive me out, from my Mother.
"However, if Thou art equally determined that Thou shalt have naught but victory and fulfillment of all Thy commands , the only recourse to save this untenable situation for both of us, is that I should be made to leave this body here and now, while repeating Thy sacred name " Jaya Mai, Jaya Mai, Jaya Mai, Jaya Mai, Jaya Mai".
( Mother being moved to utmost pity with love overflowing, said) " I am defeated, Though wicked, Thou hast won. Forget everything. My love for Thee is overflowing and my lap is pining for the bliss of having Thee thereon. Come up, Come up, my darling child ! "
(Says the wicked son of Mother).
"When Thou wast pleased to permit me to sit in Thy lap, I did not realize the value of that bliss.When I have now become learned and conversant with sacred lore and ways of worldliness etc. Thou dost not permit me to sit in Thy lap, as I am now a fallen child".
"What an unfortunate wretched creature I am with no goal, no consistency and no true wisdom ! Forgive however all that ; however weak and wicked I may be , my only prayer to Thee is anyhow to have me perpetually accepted by Thee, Oh Merciful Mother ! ".
Dearest Mother !! Bless them all who offer this prayer to Thee.
MAAI SWARUPA MAAI MARKAND
FOUNDER, UNIVERSAL MAI-ISM,
MAI DAY FRIDAY
15 - 12 - 1961
EXTRACT FROM THE BOOK : " MAI SAHASRANAM PATHNAM " BY SAINT SHRI MAI SWARUPA MAI MARKAND.
PUBLISHED BY : MAI NIWAS, SARASWATI ROAD END, SANTACRUZ (WEST), MUMBAI 400054 INDIA